~~~ Finding A New Level ~~~

This is so peculiar, but I feel I have to apologise for being inattentive to you. I know that someone reads these posts, as there are the comments, so it behooves me to behave with courtesy. It is, of course, all the fault of meeting up with Cute Girl. But first some messages.

Friends
It is infinite sadness when someone you care about seeks to hurt you. Bye, hon - I won't write again.

Timelines
Odd person who wishes ill to Cute Girlfriend: check the dates carefully. CG first makes her appearance in the blog of the 11th January. There is no mention at all of her in previous posts. You are a very troubled individual, and I suggest you seek some form of therapy.

Back to the regular programme
I do apologise for that, gentle reader - a way of getting a message across to two people who only seem to have malice in their hearts. CG and I have been getting along rather well, but that seems to have upset some folks who, rather than be pleased for us, only wish illness and bad things. Such is the way of the world.

Now: I was having some trouble working out how to balance the trannying side with CG. Trannying is a very selfish activity; how could I reconcile it with making CG feel good? Eventually it dawned on even this dimmest of trannies: do what the girls do! (doh!). Girls dress nicely to (amongst other things) please their boyfriends (yes, I know - just bear with me, right?). I've found that I can do the same for CG, when we're out: she gets pleasure from being in the company of someone who's tried hard for her. Does that seem peculiar to you? It does to me! Back to the selfishness thing once again: we usually dress to please ourselves. Okay, it's not like I've dramatically changed my style or anything. But the motivations behind it have altered, and that once again makes trannying an Okay Thing to do.

But, I find that nowadays I have very little time to spend on the net, hence the drying up of the blog. You may want to check in very intermittently from now on; I can't promise to have written or done anything of much note. I'm going out to fewer clubs, and spending far less time on the counselling too. One wonders if CGs are worth it all! (don't even bother to answer that one ;) ).

It's been fun writing this, and I've enjoyed everyone's comments too. Thanks for bearing with me, and see you around sometime in the future!

Hugs; Gemma xxx