~~~ Checking In ~~~

In case anyone is still reading this: no, I'm still alive, still trannying, and still as busy as anything. Cute Girlfriend is moving in with me in a couple of weeks, despite all efforts of various malicious people to the contrary. Which is really funny: all the venom that was aimed at us has just driven us a lot closer together, a lot faster than expected. It Just Goes To Show, doesn't it?

The trannying is still evolving. Besides involving CG, I find that standard tranny locations no longer appeal. I'm no longer trying to hide in a group of trannies; I can go into a GBLT place and Just Be Me. It's more fun: more real. And a lot closer, too - driving into and out of London is a bit of a pain, whereas there's a lovely lesbian bar just down the road.

I've been toying with a lot of ideas, too. The "why tranny?" question is still an obsession, the previous answer has too many holes in it. The "sexual satisfaction" idea has gained ground (though it's sublimated), but it's only a part of the big answer. I'm finding that what I like wearing changes as my understanding changes - which sort of suggests that I'm discovering more about myself, rather than why trannies tranny. Buh!

I'm also pushing my luck with appearance. Eyebrows are nicely shaped, fingernail lengths at time must be very suspicious to my colleagues. I can sense my subconcious pushing my luck - I think it's trying to "out" me, but my colleagues are all too well-behaved to make any comment.

So, I'm building up some more material to blog about, so check back every now and then. If you have the time.

Ciao! Gemma xxx